Sunday, August 17, 2008

Self delusion, self destruction

Have i been living in my own self delusion world for too long? 
or have i never stepped out before?

Why has so many things changed yet i was never aware of it?
When did they start picking up those habits which i was never aware of?
Why was it only now then A told me i was so mean in the past?
When did she became so different and i had no idea?
When did they become so mean?
When was everything changed?

When will it be the time,
that they will finally tell me, " I hated you"...