Everyday has become so tiring.
i just want to indulge in alcohol, smoke, and parties.
i want to just let all these slip away .
I am not looking forward to the next day.
because i do not know how to face it.
i hate them.
i hate them so much.
i despise their pretentious act.
i despise them.
i am so glad i am no longer a child.
i was so hurt then.
now that i am no longer a child,
i will not allow them to hurt my family.
they are the ugliest people i have ever met
they have the ugliest heart.
i really hate them.
i hate them
i hate them
i hate them
why does the people closest to me
always leave me first?
why?
the pain is no longer felt
the pain is no longer significant
the tears no longer fall
