these days i have been feeling really weird.
i cannot explain this feeling, nor am i able to express it.
i hope it is really just PMS which is acting up.
i really hope it is.
because if not, i am so afraid..
more than anything, i am so afraid of the outcome.
i wish i could find an answer as to why i am feeling this way.
i wish i someone could just lift me away from these.
But i must make THE decision,
the decision not to run away anymore.
the decision to continue to stay strong.
the decision that will change everything.
maybe I just wasnt ready to accept.
